Post A' Levels

It's really been awhile since I last blogged, and it feels good to be writing again, because it only means one thing, FREEDOM, ALAS! JC 2 has been one hectic year, with so much ups and down for me personally. Okay, actually lots of downs. I'm glad I'm now free to go out on weekends, free to do whatever I want, free to actually consider what I want to do in future! This post had been on my mind for a long time, wanting to write about how I felt throughout Year 2.

Year 2 of JC life, 2014. It felt so shitty at the start. My friends I've had in school graduated, so it felt really lonely. Faces that were familiar in school weren't there anymore, instead replaced by people whom I don't know, or hardly know. Although my classmates from Year 1 were still with me, but I just felt distanced since I didn't really interact much with them last year. School was hateful, so damn hateful. I guess this hate caused me to feel really negative, so much so I wanted to quickly get out of school fast. Sometimes I really regret not studying hard enough, so I didn't had to go through 2014 still in JC2. But at the end of the day, I've got to endure. I keep telling myself, " Fuck this shit, I'm going to tank through this year, and I'm going back to where I belong."

Little did I know, with all the school events, CCA, and continuous studying, time really flies!

Orientation 2014 was really great because getting to become an OGL was definitely fun, and also to get to know the J1s better. But not to forget, getting to know the other OGLs in my group, to know my batch people better.

My Beloved OG/CG

CCA played a huge role in my year. It kept me looking forward to coming school. Being given the added responsibility of a leader definitely made me hone my leadership skills as well as being able to grow personally. I'm really glad to be given this opportunity. My teammates were an awesome bunch. Although I won't say they are skillful, but at least they are the people whom I'm glad to be able to lead and call my team. Their nonsense is what makes my day, every training. AND there's this one person, whom wanted me to graduate, well, a big fuck to you, I've graduated. It's a bitter-sweet 3 years. 

I used to study in school with my clique of friends, but since they've graduated, I've tried countless times to find people like them to study with.. Unfortunately, they can never be replaced. There's something really unique about them, which made me feel really comfortable around. Nonetheless, I'm thankful for those who sticked by me and studied in school with me:) <3 

Now that A's are over, I'm looking forward to the things upcoming! I've got a marathon, my second one, in 2 weeks time! Yet to train, but going to give my best shot! 42.195km, a matter of grit and will. I'll definitely push myself, to complete with a better timing. And also, NS is coming... :( 

I'm excited yet fearful, because that's the next phase of my life. 

Till the next blog, *fistbump* "balalalala" - Baymax, Big Hero 6. 

Perseverance is what I stand for